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Monday, May 12, 2008

Mother's Day

This past Mothers Day was a hard day for me. As some of you know, I want a baby really bad. I am almost 29 years old and have no children. I am ok with that. I just never knew how emotionally draining it gets to want a baby and every month a dissapointment. Some of you understand this and some of you dont. Yesterday was going to be a great day for me. I was hoping I was pregnant and I got to be with some of the people I loved. I got way excited for that day. I stayed up the night before making homemade dill hamburgar buns and made homemade brownies. They both turned out delicious. Mothers Day comes and guess what comes? Yes, my monthly. Not just any monthly. The one that hurts so much you feel like your going to die. So it's Mother's Day and I am in the worst pain. I went home and just layed in bed emotional. Thank goodness I have the best husband in the world. He totally knows how to take good care of me. Darren I couldn't ask for anything more from you. I love you. Now I normally wouldn't write something like this, but I really want to let my feelings out and when I finally have a precious baby in my arms, I can remember what I went through and how it's not the end of the world. If something else happens I will know things pass and this too shall pass.

5 comments:

Kerstin said...

Lots of love Heather!

Michele and Alan said...

I understand what you are going through. I have been there and the time will come, when you will have your precious baby and it will make it that much more special. It's the greatest. Until then I learned to just live in the moment as much as you can and enjoy each other. Love ya!

Mark and Summer said...

Heather I feel for you, you will get through this time. It is hard, I know but it is all so worth it when it happens and you know that it was the right time for everything. Call me if you need to talk. Love ya ~Summer~

The Springers said...

Make me cry would ya! I am right where you are now my dear but it will come when we are not expecting it I promise.. love ya!

by AnnieValentine said...

You are a hottie and look so good in your jeans. ( Just trying to distract you a little).